Sunday the 11th

OK I have not been posting much, busy with Christmas stuff around the house and with the kids, today I got an email from My Ex, telling me my Dog back in Canada is on her DeathBed,Crystal, and is not expected to last long she has been ailing but recovered somewhat in the past few weeks. Today would not be good for this to happen it would really make me freak, today is the death date of Mah Guavah my poodle that G-man Bought for me when we first got together along with her son Bubba, Mah Died Dec 11th 2000,of heart failure, it was awful took a few days until I took her in to the vet to be put to sleep, that was the hardest thing I have ever had to do, but she was in pain and I could not allow her to be in pain...anyway, today is not a good day for me. G-man thinks I'm an idiot for being so emotional about my Pets but they are more that animals to me, they are my family, and it is very hard when they die and leave us alone with out them....Yeah I'm crying right now...ok gotta go...